Just Who Is Cydney?

First, my real name is not Cydney. I refuse to use my real name for fear of consequences that may come from posting information to this blog. A bit paranoid you may say, but in a healthy way.

I'm 19 years old, a female, and a college student. What most of you are probably looking for are my diagnoses. There have been many discussed ones which haven't been made official. This is because my T and pdoc do not want the stigma of a label following me through life and permantently on my "record". Here are the following diagnoses which are currently being used:

1. Major Depressive Disorder, Recurrent, Moderate
2. Adjustment Disorder with Mixed Anxiety and Depressed Mood
3. TBI (Traumatic Brain Injury)
4. EDNOS (Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified)

I want to point out that 2 really can't be right because, diagnostically, the disorder should resolve after the stressor is removed. There is no stressor and the symptoms still presist. But that's a diagnosis from my pdoc.

Here are the following disorders which have been discussed:

1. Bipolar Disorder Type I
2. BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder)
3. OCD (Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder)
4. DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder) or DDNOS (Dissociative Disorder Not Otherwise Specified)

I'm not going to list all my symptoms here. The list would be too long. As you read my blog you'll see who I am. I may come back at a later date and write them all out, but for now, no list.

I want to highlight that I do have a history of seizures, most likely caused by my TBI. Also in regards to my TBI it is unknown of my symtoms results from the TBI or if they were triggered by it. And before you start yammering on about it - there is no real answer. NO ONE will ever know.